Just came back from the airport, emo, sad and really really unstable now... Just send him off to his new journey and i am very glad for him... I am really proud to have such a brother like him, i would like to thank God for giving me such a great brother that no one can ever replace in my heart, in my life...
I thought i could be strong to cope with it and not cry at all, but i failed... When gor was hugging everyone, i was still alright... IT was when he hugged my granny that made me cry, because my granny cried... Crying is really contagious... Then my bro hugged his girlfriend and was about to leave... Well, it is my very last chnace to hug him for today, or another few months to come... So i decided to hug him and both of us were like emo spiders and started breaking down... Have not cried so badly for a very long time... But i guess, it shows how much my brother means to me...
I am all alone in my room now, knowing that my brother is really physically not here anymore... The weather is not helping either as it is going to rain soon... I know he will be coming back like next year, but it is really long to me... We had many fun sessions together, disturbing one another, making noises to irritate our parents and so much more... I miss you gor, and loads... Really... Even though i do not say it at all, i guess you would be able to see from the tears that were flowing out...
I am so supposed to study now, but i really got no mood.. My eyes are swollen, tired and painful... I am emotionally tired, physically too... But i promised that i will do my brother proud...
SO WAKE UP SHERYL!!! STOP BEING AN EMO SPIDER AND START STUDYING!!! Be strong and cheer up... You got to move on with life...
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